"Awwwwwwwww!"

It's a pity I like babysitting way more than I like doing schoolwork....sigh*  (I've gotten to babysit all last week and today.)  Sometimes, I think about quitting nursing school because I don't want to join real adulthood by graduating in 1 month.
That's nuts.

I won't ever quit, don't worry.  I worked way too hard to quit at the end. <--That's something I always tell myself.  Like last semester was very difficult.  I struggled with my testimony and with some anxiety that made me very depressed.  But I kept thinking I worked way too hard these last 21 years to quit being happy.  I deserve happiness.  And I think being a nurse will make me very happy.  I like babysitting though because it reminds me to enjoy the small moments.  School is always the same and goes by quickly and I usually babysit once a month or so and every month I'm blown away with something new the kids have done or learned.  Like Sav wrote a very good song for a friend that was moving away.  Or JD learning to read.  Or Paxton learning a song on the piano.  Or Will making a flippin' awesome kite all by himself....It reminds me to slow down and just have fun.

Here's Will's flippin' awesome kite:

Pax and I also made a dragon kite together and it decided to peek its head into Will's picture...it's kind of a diva....

It's made with duct tape.

Also, Pax thinks it's cool not to smile in pictures now....Also, apparently all the 'cool' kids wear mohawks.  That's what makes someone cool.  Direct quote:  "Walker is the coolest kid in school because sometimes he wears mohawks."-Pax

There's Pax; and here's JD (who always smiles for me):

I told JD he looked super cute so he went and looked in the mirror and said "Awwwwwwwww"
Oh. my. gosh.
I died laughing.  Here's a video I did trying to recreate the moment:

Bahahahahah!  "Awwwwwwwww!"  He does it at the beginning and I tried to make him do it one more time but he got camera shy.

Isn't she so pretty?  <--Haha, right after I said that in my head I could hear JD go "awwwwww!"

Presh.

Well, I don't have much else to write beside I want to cry when I think about doing homework...
Then I think of JD looking in the mirror and going "awwwwww!" and I smile so it's all good.
Plus, I'm going to ace my test tomorrow! YeYea!

I say 'YeYea' way cooler in my head than out loud.  Everytime I say it out loud it sounds dumb.  But if you could hear me say it in my head you'd think I was awesome.