love/hate

So, Dallas and I.....we're in this love-hate relationship....emphasis on the hate....

It's not that I don't like living with my sister or making new friends.  I enjoy this time.  But I'm getting really frustrated with job searching and not having many things to do.  So basically I make tons of pro/con lists, and I've made lots of them about being in Dallas.

Con:  Can't see my parents, no job, no nannying, no best friends, missed my bff's wedding where I was suppose to be a bridesmaid, gym really sucks so working out doesn't always happen....hello chocolate and heart attack at 30...

Pro:  .................um..............hold on..........I'm sure there's something..........

Sometimes it's really hard to follow through with things if you really don't want to be doing them.

Especially when I consider what I want to be doing I COULD be doing in Utah.

One of these days, I think it'd be funny to count how many emails I've gotten that say:  "Although your resume is impressive, we are considering other applicants for this position and no longer pursuing you."

Well, gee, peace out (insert hospital name here), I hate you too!

I am awesome
I am a great nurse
My patients appreciate me
I will achieve all the righteous desires of my heart
I do good now
I make a difference now

But cream always rises to the top.  Even if it gets rejected 178.....oh new email......179 times...... :)